So a week or so ago I posted a Facebook status asking if anyone had an old, but working, treadmill, elliptical or stationary bike that they wanted to get rid of. I wasn't sure if I would get any response at all but I thought why the heck not just post it? Well.... I did get a response! Someone I used to work with at Lancaster had a treadmill she wanted to get rid of, all I had to do was go pick it up! So yesterday my da and I did just that!
I now have a treadmill in my room! It's a tight squeeze but it's in there. I can literally roll out of bed, slip my tennis shoes on and start running! It's very convenient so my excuses won't work anymore! Tonight I jogged .75 of a mile!
I have let me weight define who I am and put me in a pretty bad depression. I have a hard time loving myself because when I look in the mirror at my body I want to cry. I have let myself go and it makes me sick! Because I let myself go, now I have to kick my own butt to try and get back to where I want to be. Once I can love myself again then I think it will be easier for me to let others love me =]
Keep those prayers coming!!
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